My Journal

after walking through all of these, i’ve arrived in a conclusion that i’m not that good.

try to finish it with the thought that i’m good enough. but i passed it with the a sure and conscious heart that i’m not that good as i always thought i am.

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that’s why i have to have a joshua mentality. joshua career began from being  the moses assistant. he follows whereever and whatever moses told him. he became great because he learn from the expert.

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just the same like elisha. he became the fellow of prophet elijah. he bowed and subjected himself to the prophet, and finally…he got double portion of elijah’s.

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joseph  tried to humble himself and do the best he can until the master allow him to mantain his house….

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i try and learn to be like that. until i can get what i dream. it has to be like that….

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because i’m not good enough that i need to humble myself in an authority…